I’m completely broken – but I know the one who restores. It feels as if my heart is shattered and is just tiny pieces on the floor.
Last night my water broke. The last thing keeping Quinn earth side, and me uninfected. I’m truly at a loss for words. Quinn will really be here soon. I’ll get to hold him, and examine every tiny piece of his perfectly formed body. I have a feeling that he will look just like his daddy – just like Kenzi does – the Colwick “Viking” genes have proven to run strong.
For now, please continue to lift us up in your prayers. Pray for peace that only Christ can provide. That my heart, what’s left of it, will still yearn to know him more and find him in this time of utter darkness.
Much stronger women than me have walked this path already, and unfortunately many more will still. For now we wait. We wait to meet our son and for his Heavenly Father to take him home to be with him.
